-TEARDROPS COMING DOWN...-

4.30am : wake up.. watched tv for few minutes to freshed up my mind b4 'perahan' session..

4.45 ~ 5.30am : he wakes up.. urghhh!!! kacau habis dah timing!!! he demand milks, some food (i gave him kismis), nak main2 dgn mama dia.. hadoi...

5.30 ~ 6.00am : let him play alone, while i loaded laundy masuk washing machine... up to this point, so stressed out sbb xleh nak produce susu... at 1 point, he managed to sleep...

6.00 ~ 6.30am : hate this so much!!!! done things that i regret smp la nie... stress!!!! at last he sleep..

7.00 ~ 7.30am : prepared myself... & i cried.... thank you dear darling for that hugging & caressing.. need that badly....



9.30am : hoping i manage to produce some milk in next session.. ya allah, pmudahkanlah rezeki anakku... amin...

*mind my grammer.. lintang pukang habis...*


28 comments:

~Umi.Sufira~ said...

Mama Emma, jangan stress2 OK..makanlah apa2 yang patut utk increase milk..doa banyak2 InsyaAllah OK:)

azimask said...

jgn stress emma.... kena happy happy... hehehe

achee_b165 said...

alahaii..sianya...sabar2...

Anonymous said...

hurm... sabar ye kak. mcm aritu la akak ckp, sume ni ada pasang surut nya... saya dah kering air mata. =)

tp b4 this saya amik pill homeopathy je. yg salindah punya tu. nama pill tu RTC. harga RM22 tahan 2 mggu. mende tu HANYA ada di farmasi Anis kat serdang je. dan saya hanya order dan diorg pos je.. takdo maso ese nak poie. eheh.

doa byk2 kak. this too shall pass.

Anonymous said...

hang in there!! sib baik ada suami penyayang yang fully supportive... ye tak?? bf kan ada pasang surut dia... yang penting, jgn stress (although i know mmg easier said than done laa kan!! hehehehe i pun pernah menangis meraung sumer *wink*)

adakah sebab nak per*od??

Emma said...

umi sufira: mmg cadang nak cari drug.. kes nak dpt effect cepat.. supplement lambat la...

mimie azimask: nnt la ko dah ada anak, bf la anak ko.. nnt ko tau la kes aku nie.. huhu

achee_b165: thanx pina...

leen: leen beli nie dr site mana ek? lupa lak nak tanya kat ym td...

mommylyssa: tu la.. nasib baik dia paham.. dia ada gak suruh amik cuti, tp cuti i x byk.. so kene la simpan utk time tdesak... period? hmm mayb jugak kot.. *wink wink*

lia said...

emma... r u ok? lia pon da penat nak nangis ha3.. tawakal jer skng nih tp sedey, risau tetap ada tp try wat derk....

kalau emma try apa2 ubt n menjadi, bgtau lia plz...thks

Hanz Jamaludin said...

Been there Mama Emma & still is, in fact baru je yesterday meleleh air mata kat opis sebab susu ciput jer, puncanya I'm so furios with one of our client, was bad mood since morning so memang effect sangat2 production.

I suspect pre-syndrome too coz I akan bad mood tak tentu pasal at the time of the month (wink,wink) On the way home, I pam tanpa fikir, chit-chat with hubby, tau2 dapat 9oz. See? Kalau kita absorp nak dapat, susu tu mesti tak kuar, buat selamber-rock jer, tau2 botol penuh. Cuba buat macam tu.

BIG HUG TO U

Jade said...

mama emma, i dh lame mcm ni dr u... bygkn i ni mase airin 1 bulan susu dh takde.. TOTAL ZERO... mase tu sgt2 zero knowledge pasal BF ni... so x tau le ade benda2 yg boleh boost d milk..

Anonymous said...

jgn stress sayang!
memang sedih jadi camtu, i dah rase...
punyelah stress dulu i sampai baling2 botol pump tuh, sib baik hubby menenangkan jiwa ku tika itu... insyaallah akan keluar susu u punya, i doakan...

Emma said...

lia: buat masa nie lum beli ape2 ubat lg.. tp mmg dok mcari... b4 nie, xde la tension teruk sgt kalau xde output, tp masa tu mmg dah xleh tahan sgt..

hanz: hehe.. thanx for d tips.. actually dr dulu pun mmg emma buat derk je bila sikit output.. tp bila dah smp 1 tahap tu, mmg xleh nak terima kan?

jade: ala.. jgn aa beb... u dulu kes lain, sbb makan byk halia kan.. xpe la.. la nie kumpul ilmu byk2... so next baby leh praktikkan.. lgpun x lama lg kan.. ngeh ngeh..

yaya: huhu... psss.. i mmg dah balik botol tu, ingatkan baling masuk sinki, tp x jumpe.. mana la botol tu lompat?? huhu

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